Okay. This post is addressed to myself because I need a stern talking to. Yes, you do. Stop saying your fine. You’ve felt how much tension there is in your own shoulders, so shut up.
2017 is almost over. Yeah, I don’t know where it went either. You need to make yourself a priority in 2018. You need to do things that make you happy.
Who fucking cares if you don’t have straight A’s? It’s university. Nobody cares about your grades. Do what you can, do what you have to but for the love of all that is holy, please, don’t JUST study. You can’t keep doing that.
Go out. See your friends. Go watch that movie you want to see.
Take a break. Read a book. Go for a walk.
Do what you’re passionate about. Write. Act. Sing. Be creative.
There are so many hours in the day. Stop spending them all studying and stressing about not studying. You’ll be fine. I promise. School is not ever more important than your happiness. So start acting like it.